every time i commits a sin .. i says to myself i will never do it again
repeat it over again and again
but never gain.

the time i found most valuable things slipping of my hands
getting those things in the sands
pick the sand , and then hold it tight , the harder i try to hold
harder it fights.

clueless in most of the situations i found myself
then go on .. for the sake of self

i am at a place i was 20 years before..
the sea has moved. i am still at the shore.

never think i am a looser
but really i a am.


any hope for me and my life..
i cant see if any.

hope i will find it tomorrow.
its very late to see hope in this dark night.

i will seek it tomorrow in the broad day life.